There was a discussion, 'n said "how much more do I have to do...
to prove my love for you ?"
Later reflected upon those words, they seemed so familiar......
'n in the heart heard........'n in the mind came a clear picture
" THESE VERY WORDS, AS IF SAID to me....by my SAVIOUR."
Over 'n over...needed assurance of being loved....
even tho' knew my JESUS....'n that I was HIS Beloved.....
it just didn't seem to satisfy....hearing it only Once !
The same with the GOD......that call FATHER......
again 'n again.....wanted to hear HIM say daughter !
Wanted to be as John, so beloved by JESUS.....
yet.....knew was so similar to Peter.
Ever speaking out so quickly, later denying...
'n ending up in bitter weeping.
Also wanted fire to come down 'n consume the enemy...
later....was the one ending up, being in the wrong...repenting .
Have you noticed the many times of the word......"Wanting"....
so opposite of the word...."Yielding !"
Then one finally realizes why the battle was as one never ending....
is the above said..........touching someone ,who might of this be reading ?
Poems By Connie Bartlett
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